I give you a lot of credit for being able to put into words some pretty complicated stuff. You are taking on questions of conscious that some very smart people through history have, and still grapple with. I admit when I read your prior message I felt for you. It happens to everybody. I know that I have visited the land of doubt many times, especially when I am not actually practicing my craft. I found that perseverance is really the only way to have a chance, cause when you stop persevering it guarantees that you will fall short. Keep the faith sister!
Trish,
I give you a lot of credit for being able to put into words some pretty complicated stuff. You are taking on questions of conscious that some very smart people through history have, and still grapple with. I admit when I read your prior message I felt for you. It happens to everybody. I know that I have visited the land of doubt many times, especially when I am not actually practicing my craft. I found that perseverance is really the only way to have a chance, cause when you stop persevering it guarantees that you will fall short. Keep the faith sister!